i am in love but not with myself

by hotel dog

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mitchurd when im feeling ultra bummed out i always come to this album every song is so honest and packed with emotion Favorite track: i can't stop: fixating on someone who i don't even know and comparing myself and everything i do to them and it's fucking up my relationships.

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1.	last september (alternatively titled: wow i'm still sad because that human i liked and maybe still do didn't like me back and then got a girlfriend and forget about me) 05:18	buy track
2.	false security 01:55	buy track
3.	i'm lonely. but maybe you didn't know that? 03:04	buy track
4.	don't forget to: take care of yourself and allow yourself to be emotional and know that it'll be ok 02:53	buy track
5.	strawberry shortcake 03:29	buy track
6.	you don't want to stay the night 03:39	buy track
7.	i can't stop: fixating on someone who i don't even know and comparing myself and everything i do to them and it's fucking up my relationships 04:12	buy track
8.	i am my own garden. you can visit though, if you'd like. 02:19	buy track
9.	telling someone how you feel is hard but making them a song and sending it to them at 5 in the morning to tell them how you feel is recommended (this is the original voice memo sent at 5 in the morning ) 02:13	buy track

about

this is a collection of new and old songs. i just wanted to put them all in one place.

these songs span over the year of 2017 and kind of follows the process of me falling in and out of love and realizing i cant successfully love anyone without loving myself.
you can't give others love if you can't give it to yourself.

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released January 21, 2018

all instrumentation and vocals: charlie fraser
except track 2: kyla cameron plays guitar and back vocals
lyrics and sadness: charlie fraser
album artwork: tobin rowland
inspiration, love, support and kindness: patrick harney

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hotel dog Winnipeg, Manitoba

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